Here’s what I don’t get… Why do guys think it’s cool to lead a girl on & then completely drop them?

It’s not cool to talk to a girl, get her hopes up, tell you how much you like her & then drop her. 

Seriously, I don’t understand. 

i’m starting to think that it might be impossible for someone to actually have feelings for me.

kik me: mikaylajadep

Let’s talk about Doctor Who, horrible relationships & become best friends. 

Seriously. 

I’m 30% sure my ex/best friend/the only guy I’ve really loved, still has feelings for me. Worst part is I’m not sure if it’s true or if it’s my mind thinking he is. All I know is that if I ask him, I’ll be disappointed because I know I’m 7,000% in love with him.

Worst part about having feelings for someone?

Knowing that it’ll never work out & losing contact; only for him to be in a relationship and still tell you that he is still & always has been madly in love with you. 

So now I get to sit & wait for God to bring the right man into my life because I feel like if I was in a relationship with him I would be incredibly unhappy.

This is why I’ve been single for almost 4 years.

Dear future boyfriend, we will read The Fault In Our Stars together and Looking For Alaska. We need to be together so when John Green decides to make my heart explode of sadness you will be there to make me feel better. Thank you. Love, your future girlfriend 

That moment when you realize no one has any interest in you and you’ll probably be alone forever.

my idea, crazy i know.

i love writing, & i love getting handwritten letters- because let’s face it, that kind of stuff never goes out of style.

i’ve always wanted to write someone a letter; whether it be about my life, music, the weather, or anything in general. just so they know that someone out there wants to be their friend- because everyone at some point in their life feels hopelessly alone.

so i was thinking that i would do that. one day soon. just start writing and explain pretty much everything i’m telling you now. just so one day someone can open my letter and know that no matter what has gone on in their life, i will always be there to write back.

so maybe you think this is crazy, or maybe you want me to write you a letter. either way- you took the time to read this and maybe you’re thinking “hey this girl is crazy, but i need a friend” well now is your chance. 

leave me your thoughts. 

-mikayla jade.

i think at some point in our life we go through a long distance relationship. whether it be a few hours away, a state away, or across the country we still do, because we realize that the person we’ve fallen in love with is exactly who you’ve needed your whole life. some relationships work, and some don’t; but the ones that do are always worth the miles and time spent apart.

You know what I hate? 

Society makes every girl who isn’t a size 2, blonde, picture perfect; hate herself & feel like she’s not beautiful.

But then you look around & the world is filled with beautiful girls who have no idea, because society told them otherwise, or some boy completely destroyed their self confidence. I hate that so much.

So to all the girls out there, including myself… you’re beautiful & you should know that <3